评论里刷得最多的无非是这句：《Teen Idle》Lana Del Rey最爱的歌曲。虽然是Lana的粉，我却并不是第一次听到就喜欢上这首歌。或许是安上了“最爱”这个极致的字眼，这首歌带给我的惊喜并没有达到心里预设好的期望。但恰恰是这种一探究竟的好奇心，在马钻层层铺叠的真假音转换中，渐渐迷失了…这大概也是这首歌的魔力吧。
歌词：
I wanna be a bottle blonde
我想变成气质非凡的金发女郎
I don’t know why but I feel conned
不知为何却感受到反对的厌弃目光
I wanna be an idle teen
我想要终日游手好闲无事心伤
I wish I hadn’t been so clean
真希望过去不曾一无所有如白纸一张
I wanna stay inside all day
我想要像蚕蛹一样将自己深深隐藏
I want the world to go away
让这该死的世界滚到一旁
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
我想要饮血食内脏 再将巧克力蛋糕慢慢品尝
I wanna be a real fake
想要像一个真正的废物一样
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
终日无所事事 虚掷时光 也无事心伤
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
情愿变成舞会皇后享受万众青睐的目光
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
也不愿像现在十六岁的芳龄却只能在圣经中埋头绝望
Feeling super, super suicidal
感觉如窒息如自杀般的彻底绝望
The wasted years, the wasted youth
流逝的青春 流逝的时光
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
还有甜蜜的谎言 丑陋的真相
And the day has come where I have died
死亡的呼唤悄然来临 近在耳旁
Only to find I’ve come alive
我只想找到活下去的希望
I wanna be a virgin pure
我想要纯洁得像处女一样
A 21st century whore
如21世纪的妓女之王
I want back my virginity
我想要找回我的童贞时光
So I can feel infinity
以便能感知生命的无穷模样
I wanna drink until I ache
想要畅饮直到腹痛而亡
I wanna make a big mistake
想要犯错错到不能原谅
I want blood, guts and angel cake
想要饮血食内脏 再将巧克力蛋糕慢慢品尝
I’m gonna puke it anyway
然后吐到地老天荒
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
真希望我能终日无所事事 虚掷时光 也好无事心伤
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
宁愿成为舞会皇后享受万众青睐的目光
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
也不愿像现在十六岁的芳龄却只能在圣经中埋头绝望
Feeling super, super suicidal
感觉如窒息如自杀般的彻底绝望
The wasted years, the wasted youth
流逝的青春 流逝的时光
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
还有甜蜜的谎言和丑陋的真相
And the day has come where I have died
死亡的呼唤悄然来临 近在耳旁
Only to find I’ve come alive
我只想找到活下去的希望
Come alive, I’ve come alive
活下去 和存在的希望
I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist
我希望我不再是个自恋狂
I wish I didn’t really kiss the mirror when I’m on my own
不再对着镜子里的自己亲吻爱慕 顾影怜伤
Oh God! I’m gonna die alone
上帝啊 我将独自死去 无人心伤
Adolescence didn’t make sense
漫长的青春毫无意义毫无希望
A little loss of innocence
只有天真随风消亡
The ugly years of being a fool
在那些肮脏的时光里我活得像个傻瓜一样
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?
青春难道不该活得精彩漂亮
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
真希望我能终日无所事事虚掷时光 也好无事心伤
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
宁愿成为舞会皇后享受万众青睐的目光
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
也不愿把十六岁的大好时光放在圣经中燃烧埋葬
Feeling super, super suicidal
感觉真像自杀像窒息一般的绝望
The wasted years, the wasted youth
流逝的青春啊 流逝的时光
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
还有那些甜蜜的谎言和丑陋的真相
And the day has come where I have died
死亡的呼唤也悄然来到 近在耳旁
Only to find I’ve come alive
我只想找到活下去的希望
Only to find I’ve come alive
只想找到存在的希望
Only to find I’ve come alive
只想找到活着的希望
Come alive
活着 希望
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
却只能感觉到如自杀如窒息一般的绝望
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
如自杀如窒息一般的绝望
Feeling super, super, super! Suicidal
自杀 窒息 绝望
Come alive
活着 存在 希望